15.
21st of February.
Loud, Temperamental and Sarcastic.
Life sucks at the mo. I'm just happy with what I have right now.
Bloody violent movies can seriously calm me down. you know what that means :)
I scream, I bite.
Dara.
Abyan.
Mallie.
Anati.
Fafa.
Iman.
Trisyia Idris.
Lydia Wee.
Trisha Nordin.
Eera Zulane.
Umi Qassiyun.
Amir.
Quini Arantxa.
Irdina Tebian.
Yaya Idris.
Claudia.
Amalina Aqilah.
Amal Nadiah.
Ammar.
Kaka Baby.
Elsham.
Abyan.
Mallie.
Anati.
Fafa.
Iman.
Trisyia Idris.
Lydia Wee.
Trisha Nordin.
Eera Zulane.
Umi Qassiyun.
Amir.
Quini Arantxa.
Irdina Tebian.
Yaya Idris.
Claudia.
Amalina Aqilah.
Amal Nadiah.
Ammar.
Kaka Baby.
Elsham.
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Thursday, February 4, 2010
endless days.
i actually dont know what to update. tapi ada orang suruh pasal ia nada kan dibaca. sama rindu aku ni kaliiiiiiiiii hahahah :p pwasanz. balik tahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
it's almost 8am and I havent slept since lastnight cos I woke up around 6pm. I'm waiting for my maid to masak Indomee sama telur (L) sudah kenyang, nyaman tidur. bangun, makan lagi :) valentine's day is coming up and kamu mahu tahu apa aku punya perfect date? CANDLELIGHT DINNER somewhere romantic. makanan? Indomee pun aku happy :) *hinting/coughs. HEHEHEH q: my room macam kapal pacah. bejurit berabis. bekas cereal, bekas popia, bekas keropok. HAHAHA oh someone's turning 16 real soon~ HEEEEEEEE lets see. Macbook Pro? Party? KL? Indon? hmmmmmmm.
something spoilt my mood tadi subuh. I'm not gna mention it here but grrrrr padas you know. sampai aku inda dapat tidur. andang pun selalu inda tidur. nyehh. dont bother reading my blog :( sini tempat aku lepaskan marah/ sedih wah eh :( sasak saja kau karang. kalau aku powerful, aku mau control people's mind. HAHAHAH macammacam -__- spent the whole night webcamming with Aweng. daily routine sudah ni. HAHA (L) esok prom and I am bloody excitedddddddd :D tapi dress ku balum damitkan sama nada heels :( :( kaki ayam saja ku HEHE prom date ku jauh ah. di Indon :( HAHAHHA :p
my week has been good so far :) nada kan di mention ni hehehehehe. banar.......... Aweng non stop. eh nah. tesabut tia. HAHAHAHAHAH. I wnted to upload the pictures when I went to Empire with Dar tapiiiiiiiii someone deactivated her account. HAHA shudve grabbed it earlier. just gna upload the pictures when we went to OGDC, the one I mentioned in my previous post. OH WAIT. I deleted my previous post nyehehehe!
someone here owes me Fratinis and Home made spaghetti! yang macam babi. ia tu :D haha
Iqah and Dar's malaysian cousin, Tiqah!
and some random photos from my phone.
mana kau GENDUT?!
do I look like a bad person? come on lahhhhh do I look like I hav the guts to torture people? I do but I know my limits. ESEH -__- Syasya kaliah ni :) <-- this kinda scares a few of my friends hahahah ): yknow what they say.. you mess with me, you mess with the best YEAHHH HAHAHAHAHA! kiddingz. how cud you be so heartless. net tenet tenet. but seriously.. WHAT IF.. IM THE BAD GUY? are you afraid? heheheheh line curi. heartache eh ):
inseparableeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (L) :D
it's almost 8am and I havent slept since lastnight cos I woke up around 6pm. I'm waiting for my maid to masak Indomee sama telur (L) sudah kenyang, nyaman tidur. bangun, makan lagi :) valentine's day is coming up and kamu mahu tahu apa aku punya perfect date? CANDLELIGHT DINNER somewhere romantic. makanan? Indomee pun aku happy :) *hinting/coughs. HEHEHEH q: my room macam kapal pacah. bejurit berabis. bekas cereal, bekas popia, bekas keropok. HAHAHA oh someone's turning 16 real soon~ HEEEEEEEE lets see. Macbook Pro? Party? KL? Indon? hmmmmmmm.
something spoilt my mood tadi subuh. I'm not gna mention it here but grrrrr padas you know. sampai aku inda dapat tidur. andang pun selalu inda tidur. nyehh. dont bother reading my blog :( sini tempat aku lepaskan marah/ sedih wah eh :( sasak saja kau karang. kalau aku powerful, aku mau control people's mind. HAHAHAH macammacam -__- spent the whole night webcamming with Aweng. daily routine sudah ni. HAHA (L) esok prom and I am bloody excitedddddddd :D tapi dress ku balum damitkan sama nada heels :( :( kaki ayam saja ku HEHE prom date ku jauh ah. di Indon :( HAHAHHA :p
my week has been good so far :) nada kan di mention ni hehehehehe. banar.......... Aweng non stop. eh nah. tesabut tia. HAHAHAHAHAH. I wnted to upload the pictures when I went to Empire with Dar tapiiiiiiiii someone deactivated her account. HAHA shudve grabbed it earlier. just gna upload the pictures when we went to OGDC, the one I mentioned in my previous post. OH WAIT. I deleted my previous post nyehehehe!
someone here owes me Fratinis and Home made spaghetti! yang macam babi. ia tu :D haha
Iqah and Dar's malaysian cousin, Tiqah!
and some random photos from my phone.
mana kau GENDUT?!
do I look like a bad person? come on lahhhhh do I look like I hav the guts to torture people? I do but I know my limits. ESEH -__- Syasya kaliah ni :) <-- this kinda scares a few of my friends hahahah ): yknow what they say.. you mess with me, you mess with the best YEAHHH HAHAHAHAHA! kiddingz. how cud you be so heartless. net tenet tenet. but seriously.. WHAT IF.. IM THE BAD GUY? are you afraid? heheheheh line curi. heartache eh ):
inseparableeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (L) :D
cute. duadua :D hahahaha!
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current addiction: Happy Pets on Facebook and Bon Jovi- Always! i guess thats enough. tidur time! x
Thursday, January 21, 2010
i hate this part right here.
not sleepy yet. SURVEY TIME! i stole this.
1. It's about 5am. Who are you texting?
= Faris. tapi ia nada sudah. hahaha. AKU TAU KAU BACA NI.
2. It's Friday, where are you usually?
= asleep. i wanna sleep ):
3. Who are the last four people to send you a text message?
= asnal, dara, nabil, mommy.
4. What brand of shampoo is in your shower right now?
= Herbal Essence.
5. Honestly, if you could have ANYONE in the world, who would it be?
= aku macam mau ia balik tapi ia inda guna aku. BANAR ): mau vino saja. no. mitch lucker. no. SANSAN from PWG lah! hahahahahahahahaha. naaaaaaah, ada sudah :) HH HH HH HH. AM AM AM. sama saja tu. jangantah fikir lain. hahahah!
6. What are you listening to?
= nothing.
7. Your Birthday wishlist consists of:
= HEHEHEHE. a party. i want a lamborghini or nissan 350z. a Macbook Pro. a ticket to Indon. a dress from Marc Jacobs. a bag from Chanel. move to indon or new york with asnal. HAHAHA the list can go on forever. heheh but no, all i want is to be happy ): sad. sad. sad. its not that im not happy. i am. yeah yget my point.
8. Your ex just asked you out and you say?
= entah /: id prolly say, GO FUCK YOUR GIRLFRIEND MAN or I MISS YOU ): /: /: /:
9. You need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
= depends. telampau damit bah aku ni. hahah.
10. How do you feel about your hair?
= in need of treatment.
11. What time do you wake up for school?
= earliest 6.15 latest 6.45.
12. What movie is in your DVD player?
= entah.
13. Last two numbers in your phone number?
= 93.
14. Who calls you by nickname?
= yaya? a few of my friends.
15. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
= i hav a single size bed but i usually sleep on the right. hujung berabis -___-
16. Favorite T.V. show?
= malas type.
17. Your last E-mail was from?
= Facebook.
18.Favorite Beverage?
= banyak.
19. When's the next time you'll kiss?
= ):
20. What do your pants look like?
= im wearing boardies.
21.Are you tired?
= INDA ):
22.Would you kiss the cook of tonight's dinner?
= myself? hahaha.
23.Laugh much?
= the best medicine :D
24.What are your plans for Friday?
= today is friday. jogging!
25.What is the dumbest thing you have ever done with your cellphone?
= uhmm. nothing.
26.Favorite sit down restaurant?
= Escapade, Lemongrass.
27.What do you want to be when you grow up?
= a dancer like Nicole Schzinger. hahahah prolly a doctor or a businesswoman. a model. hahahaha. this question is so mahal.
28.The most exciting thing you had this week?
= NONE.
1. It's about 5am. Who are you texting?
= Faris. tapi ia nada sudah. hahaha. AKU TAU KAU BACA NI.
2. It's Friday, where are you usually?
= asleep. i wanna sleep ):
3. Who are the last four people to send you a text message?
= asnal, dara, nabil, mommy.
4. What brand of shampoo is in your shower right now?
= Herbal Essence.
5. Honestly, if you could have ANYONE in the world, who would it be?
= aku macam mau ia balik tapi ia inda guna aku. BANAR ): mau vino saja. no. mitch lucker. no. SANSAN from PWG lah! hahahahahahahahaha. naaaaaaah, ada sudah :) HH HH HH HH. AM AM AM. sama saja tu. jangantah fikir lain. hahahah!
6. What are you listening to?
= nothing.
7. Your Birthday wishlist consists of:
= HEHEHEHE. a party. i want a lamborghini or nissan 350z. a Macbook Pro. a ticket to Indon. a dress from Marc Jacobs. a bag from Chanel. move to indon or new york with asnal. HAHAHA the list can go on forever. heheh but no, all i want is to be happy ): sad. sad. sad. its not that im not happy. i am. yeah yget my point.
8. Your ex just asked you out and you say?
= entah /: id prolly say, GO FUCK YOUR GIRLFRIEND MAN or I MISS YOU ): /: /: /:
9. You need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
= depends. telampau damit bah aku ni. hahah.
10. How do you feel about your hair?
= in need of treatment.
11. What time do you wake up for school?
= earliest 6.15 latest 6.45.
12. What movie is in your DVD player?
= entah.
13. Last two numbers in your phone number?
= 93.
14. Who calls you by nickname?
= yaya? a few of my friends.
15. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
= i hav a single size bed but i usually sleep on the right. hujung berabis -___-
16. Favorite T.V. show?
= malas type.
17. Your last E-mail was from?
= Facebook.
18.Favorite Beverage?
= banyak.
19. When's the next time you'll kiss?
= ):
20. What do your pants look like?
= im wearing boardies.
21.Are you tired?
= INDA ):
22.Would you kiss the cook of tonight's dinner?
= myself? hahaha.
23.Laugh much?
= the best medicine :D
24.What are your plans for Friday?
= today is friday. jogging!
25.What is the dumbest thing you have ever done with your cellphone?
= uhmm. nothing.
26.Favorite sit down restaurant?
= Escapade, Lemongrass.
27.What do you want to be when you grow up?
= a dancer like Nicole Schzinger. hahahah prolly a doctor or a businesswoman. a model. hahahaha. this question is so mahal.
28.The most exciting thing you had this week?
= NONE.
or am i still waiting for you?
i havent slept since last night ): i took a short nap around 11 but that doesnt count. i kept on thinking abt him ): abt the past. basically everything involving him ): i ate two buns a few minutes ago, hopefully that'l make me sleepy. cos i feel happy when im full, i love food ): I SOUND SO SAD. im gaining weight. FATS. even asnal said im getting berisi. i dont wanna say fat wah eh. dear fats, please go to my flat ass and my kurus karing thighs.
SO.
woke up at 4 plus yesterday and went straight to dar's. meeting with the commitees and dar's parents -_____- and then we went to Seaview. okay lah tempatnya, loveee it. balik i cooked one packet indomee, one toast, one egg. and ate ikan with rice again with the family after like an hour. that was like around 10 kali. then i microwaved karipap again around 12. sambil tengok dvd di bawah. around 2 i went up to my room and ate Toffeepops -_____- went to bed at 5 but cudnt sleep ): limpang till 7.30, went down, microwaved 2 buns and now here i am. goin for a jog later with dara and prolly qawiy. i am boredddd ): i aint got no moneh.
ANYWAY. what the fuck is wrong with me and this skin? HAHAHA. kalau ada skin lawa, aku pakai. kalau boring and malas cari, pakai this skin balik. HAHAH. mommy and babah pergi KL later WITHOUT ME ): cos mommy ambil barang for her shop and i dont like the place where she ambil her stuffs. i wanna go to Topshop and Forever 21. i need to go shopping. i need to look for a dress ): i want to.. eat. shop. eat. shop. eat. shop ): all day long.
i want to forget you but.. i dont want to ):
i want to pukau someone so badddddddddddddddd. seksa tah kau macam aku seksa )':
i miss asnal! and faris luah yang sedang menimba ilmu di Indon. HAHAHAHA. and him yang i shudnt miss ):
i want. to. die. NO. amnesia. inda )':
i need atleast 5 o's and pass the entry test to enter jis or else it'l be according to mocks' marks which is really BIDA.
i want. a PENGUIN.
i want to sleep.
I WANT TO EAT. inda inda. tahan.
im addicted to Sorority Life on Facebook.
the sweetest thing on earth, the reason im strong enough to move on.
the sexiest malebitches alive.
Vino Bastian with the pink boxer. 
Mitch Lucker.
and more. but malas cari. not my lappy. yang minta link, wall me on Facebook and follow me on twitter. heheheheh yayamrphne. x
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
yayayaya.
(: (: (: (:dont worry. i'm not here cos i'm mad. i'm here cos cos.. nada. saja. HAHA. well i'm a bit mad but i'l blog about that karang. HEHEHE.
oh yes. the 'you' ive been mentioning in my previous posts is Fawish. kedapatan /: ia baca blog ku rupanya. hahahahaha Hai! ia di Indon ni ): ): siapatu aaaaaaaaaaaaah adakah 12 malam datang ambil duit :p we're okay now. adakah menyamal. hahahah. nadawah. mulamula kami video call kali ia call. baik ia sudah HAHAHAH. lari tia ke Indon nah. balik pakai jubah, pakai serban ni ia. HEHE. Syasya Aristoteles ith going to mith yew. jangan lupa belanja Buccaneer or Fratinis.
ANYWAY.
i'm mad pasal banyak suck ups arah my msn. SUCK UPS WAH PENGAMPU WAH. macam minta kesian. i dont tolerate these kindof people. banar. get a life wah eh. kalau suka, cakap sajawah. inda payah cakap nama cute lah blabla lah. tolong blabla lah. atu seorang. ada lagi sorang. lagi menampar. this is my life, kau chill saja. manage your own life wah. i can say whatever i want. date whoever i want. talk about anybody i want to talk about. bah sudah HEHE :)
my girls, my forever<3inda lama lagi ada tia Abyan. heheh.
Fairy Princess siapanah? HAHAHAHA.
Fairy Princess siapanah? HAHAHAHA.AM AM AM. heheheh will update soon. x
Saturday, January 9, 2010
emotions.
this is Jonghyun. i found him arah someone's blog. macam eh hot jua. so i googled his picture. HAHAHAHAHAHA. im not into Kpop btw.hmmm. aku macam blog masa marah or kusut saja ): im like constantly angry. its really sad and i hate it ): tapi inda dapat buat apaapa macam. HISH entah. and ive been eating alot pun. macam satu packet indomee inda cukup. selalunya half cukup wah. HAHAHAH.
today aku kusut. cause i was suppose to go to bandar )= to give asnal his stuffs and i needed to go shopping. for prom and other stuffs. hahah. instead we went to KB and had dinner at Ayamku Seafood. THE BUTTERMILK CHICKEN IS SO NYAMAN. nyaman macam aku mau order lagi HAHAHA but i didnt. and then grocery shopping di soon lee. bought chocolates. to fill my lonely, boring and depressing nights. HAHAHA WTF. sama bulb untuk night light. HAHA.
today aku kusut. cause i was suppose to go to bandar )= to give asnal his stuffs and i needed to go shopping. for prom and other stuffs. hahah. instead we went to KB and had dinner at Ayamku Seafood. THE BUTTERMILK CHICKEN IS SO NYAMAN. nyaman macam aku mau order lagi HAHAHA but i didnt. and then grocery shopping di soon lee. bought chocolates. to fill my lonely, boring and depressing nights. HAHAHA WTF. sama bulb untuk night light. HAHA.
about me being kusut again. ia inda tagur aku ): i MSGed him and told him i was in KB. aku mau bagi tickets. nada reply ): sama ia nada online. obviously ia marah cos he fucking deleted me on facebook. HAMPA. HAMPA. HAHAHAHA bida. shocked ku SHOCKED. i cried listening to Harder Than You Know by Escape The Fate )': and currently addicted to David Guetta ft BEP- I gotta Feeling.
esok sunday. hmmmmm ke bandar wah ): i need NEED to go shopping. sama aku mau McD. buka McD wah sini.
okay here's the thing. macam kan everyone's being bitchy on me. like what the fuck is wrong with me kan? salah kah aku CUBA kan happy? inda jua aku bitchy on people. I SWEAR ): this is why i deactivated my facebook account. macam salahsalah. ENTAH the point is KAN EVERYTHING FEELS SO WRONG ): clueless. hopeless. homeless. cause home is where my chin rests on your clavicle. HAHAHAH shit aku ingat tu eh ): come back yknow who you are.
okay so. AM is Asnal. ive known him for quite sometime. he tells me everything. EVERYTHING. i ditched him a few years ago cos aku sasak ia cos he cared abt me too much /: macam apakan aku ah. and then he found me in Facebook lama lah sudah. masa awalawal. a few months after i met HIM. or before. entah tapi lama sudah. kami rapat lah macam biasa. until one day, he found out we actually know eachother. so i checked my old email. aku inda percaya. ada ia! it was so weird cos we became rapat and he said aku macam a girl he used to know tapi the girl ditch ia. SEKALI NAH. cos he said ia biasa wah talking to me. SEKALI NAH. majal. now yknow AM siapa. tapi aku suka panggil ia Hassanal. hahah :p :p kami macam bestfriend and macam everything. hahahaha macam aku sama dara. banyak macam eh. but he's like different. i dont know how to explain this. hes funny, he makes me smile, makes me laugh macam YOU i stated di atas but different lah. credit ku selalu habis pasal ia ani. HAHAHA. okay i miss everyone. everyone yang selalu buat aku happy. someone who makes me feel like im home. someone who makes me feel complete. someone who is always there for me when i needed them. someone yang selalu give me good advice. someone yang selalu encourage aku not to give up. someone who would come with me and accompany me. macam masa aku tournament and stuffs. EVERYTHING WAH EH. )': im trying not to care anymore so yeahhhh. AM AM AM. haha. OH YES, IM AVOIDING PEOPLE YANG MACAM BAIE MAINMAIN SAJA. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. makes me malas kan melayan kau.
im so vain today. i dont know why. pasal rambut ku lawa kali. HAHAHAHAHAHA. i smell indomee. palui lapar ):
awrightz. i'm off to sleep. later betchez!
im so vain today. i dont know why. pasal rambut ku lawa kali. HAHAHAHAHAHA. i smell indomee. palui lapar ):
awrightz. i'm off to sleep. later betchez!
Thursday, January 7, 2010
the only exception.
I AM P-I-S-S-E-D! pissed macam i could seriously bite your bloody head off ): i hope you read this. aku suka wah bekawan sama kau thats why i dont wanna be more than friends. i admit i like someone but boyyyyyyyyyyyy.. ): you seriously made me sad ): macam baie.
EH? HEHEHEHE siapa? :p this picture has got nothing to do with YOU as stated di atas.
aku mau ke bandar this weekend. aku mau bagi ia flyers, tickets and his crew member card. he wants to accompany me cari dress for prom. ia mau liat movie sama aku tapi ia broke HAHAHA ia kan belanja aku ice cream :) McD i waaaaaaaant.
YES PEOPLE. GET YOUR TICKETS NOW! YOU WONT REGRET THIS :) $30 PER HEAD! contact saja the number stated there and mine is +6738823093 for bookings.
AND I DEACTIVATED MY FACEBOOK CAUSE I'M OVER THE TOP-LY PISSED. i'll be using his facebook when i feel like stalking. HAHAHAH siapa suruh bagi. going to bed now. karang nenek datang sama i have to study ): inda apa. for AM. hahahaha later bitchez!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
21 guns.
hello.
it's 6.13pm and i just woke up like an hour ago -_____- lemme talk about the day before yesterday and yesterday. the day before yesterday was awesome :D awalawal inda but someone cheered me up and made my day. no. night. and vice versa. KAMI STRONG. heheheheh. it was sort of a long night but whatever. AM *kirai. HAHAHA siapakan AM ani. cute eh :) karang vc lagi keh? aku suka dangar kau ketawa. HAHAH hehehe.
(insert webcam pictures) HAHAHA. aku inda printscreen ah pasal sibuk sudah HAHAHA arah phone saja ada. malas eh transfer (: (: (:
so yesterday. woke up real early and pergi rumah dara. REAL EARLY AS IN PUKUL 7 ): i didnt even sleep. slept at dar's for like an hour saja sekali nabil and daus rupanya tunggu di luar lama. HAHAH then iqmal came and yadayada. the best part about yesterday is..
Mrs Mohan. walaupun aku inda suka tapi okay lah.
inseparable. HEHE.
form 4. masa extra class.
mah gurlz.<3
AM AM AM AM. HEHEHEHE keep wondering. im outz! later betchez.